finally, my new blog is done hahas. thanks to gf. so late liao still gonna mafan her help me do. i really damn noob in all this html lol. hahas think i gonna focus more on programming in school liao. went vivo today with YM and Gf. hmmm, they are late today lol. cause they went to interview at ppl park before meeting me at 1 lol. ha, Ym and gf agree to work as the requirement was only playing online game, tat all. and the pay was $5/hr nor. wanna sign up too de, but i forget i alr have work liao haha. but facing the lappy for 6 hrs really can strain eyes, so didnt get to work also good la, ha.

then went to watch Push as Ym dun wanna watch the Bloody Valentime nor. haha so gf say she gonna acc me watch on monday. hear tat the movie is damn bloody and exciting ba cause its 3d. somemore monday still can get a free trt from gf's fren. poor him haha. but of cause am not gg to ask him pay la. i dun even know him for goodness sake. gf is really insane hahas.

then walk around vivo and my ankle really hurts. thanks to the new shoe lol! blister everywhere. fucking dislike to see gf to smoke lol! dunno wat troubling her this few days. got to witness her emo recently. like news of her desire to cut wrist again. really siao de lol her. then went to eat sakae, but we really ate so damn little la haha. we are too full to eat much lol.

then its time to go home liao. cause Ym gonna help her mum buy thingy ba. and we came across the brizilian wax thingy lol. haha and Ym actually did research about it nor. haha i nv know there are side effects aboout it too. cause i think everyone prefer to go for it too ba. hahas and pls gf, am not happy or excited when u talk about it la. its the way u say damn funny la haha. i think is u the one tat are thinking too much rather than me lol idiot. and so home sweet home! Gf is working tml and so is Ym. am so tired after whole day of walking... time to rest:)

dar, its really not appealing to see u in this state. dunno why and wat cause u to remind of ur family matters. its always seems really bitter when u shoulder everything urself. maybe it does not seems so dark like u think. u know my family background arent good either:) and i dun think u are worse than me know? there's nth that can satisfied human. there isnt any perfection. so be glad tat u are born this way, this life. u cant hate it know!! always look at the bright side know silly. am always there for u like u always do:) i really dun wish to see u cut ur wrist, neither can u smoke. so big liao thinking still so immature. grow up ah dar, these things cant help dumbo. iloveyou dar, gonna meet u soon for our exercise then hehe!