Sunday, March 29, 2009 12:30 AM
haha i know am abit slow but i forget to comment about the result of the test tat u take few days back haha. took tat test cause am too bored after went-ing thru Miss-kwok blog. haha i guess its pretty damn true about it ba. haha i dun mean the part when ppl dun wish to lose me of cause but the fear of losing someone dearly to me. whether is it fren or lover. i dun wish to lose anyone and will do anything just to cast the fear away. but guess, i alr lose 1 fren. sometimes i dun understand why ppl will go around saying things tat are untrue and ppl still believe. ppl tends to believe at first go and nv pause to bother whether the person u know really says it or did it. human are just so 'innocent',can believe so easily but yet to cunning. sometimes words plays the most dangerous and cruel crime. because of words, misunderstanding, i lose her. really damn surprise with myself. i nv let go of frenship so easily. but everything just gang up and appear suddenly tat i dun even know wat right and wrong. am just the same, believing wat ppl tells me. am i wrong too? if yes, why are u acting the way that i should really forsake u? i really dun wish to believe u are so scary. other then letting go, i dun have the mind of approaching and clear things out cause u dun too. am tired of cherishing the mistaken one. we were once so close and now drift away. is DAMN true tat frenship dun last if u dun uphold. why is it frenship so diff from love. both need so much of commiment but frenship isnt someone u can have clear cut after u break off. guess, i wont have u listed in my frenship list anymore and i guess u will do the same ba. frens should know whom am refering to ba. sorry, sis.
yeah, just came back from malaysia! sorry QI, din reply and not available for the mj sessions. ha this week am so damn free liao. so when wan movie, mj, hard rock cafe pls call me hehe. but pls, u know who arent suppose to be there when i dun wish k Miss-Kwok:) so sian! school reopen in..... 20+ days. and JessBabe concert! its been so long since i met up with Jess and Rae liao. Rae must be stressing up at home ba, sure gonna say is i nv call her ask her out de lol. and our swimming session man!! where's our wild wild wet nor? Qi, Jess, Rae? haha guess we gonna ask Jess for her schdeule lol, her dance is packing her up to max and Qi is busying earning money for her camera and her dream purple lappy ba haha. and me? i no need to stress upon studies, dance nor work ha. am just so slacker. think my future wont pass 30 liao cause i dunno wat job to look for so i just join my mummy tgt when she needs to go at her old age haha. gals, be my 'kids' to see my off lol haha!
ha am s0o damn crappy, i wonder when will my crappy character change? turn 18? or 21 haha. or maybe it just gonna stick with me for life. if so, gonna felt sorry for the ppl around me. cause they gonna listen to all my nonsense for life haha. kk, done:)